my airforce enik smoked untill got throat cancer.
the suffering was so horrible.
open 1 perm hole on the throat for breathing.
cannot talk permanent.
he went chemo..whole mouth was covered by uclers,too pain to eat any food.
went outside, people will stare at the weird hole.
want to work, but too tired to do any proper jobs.
want to check blindspot, the hole is too painful to turn your head.
toward the final stage,
he become too weak to walk,so wheelchair bound.
shiting ,urine all these on the wheelchair.
good food, good sex is no longer interesting,only hoping for a quick painless death