So u saying I am right to say u had grudges with him.
U had an axe to grind and u knew him personally.
So what happened why u nearly sentence to death.
U mentioned u older than him.
Please be reasonable. If you were sentenced to death or had to spend 25 years of your life in prison, I am very sure you will, just like me, bear grudges too.
Unlike His Holiness, the Venerable Tenzin Drachom, you and I are just normal human beings, given to the human instinct for pettiness and grudges.
I wish I had taken up Buddhism in prison as I had a lot of spare time back then.