I don't know why other people's husbands or boyfriends "taste" better. Or perhaps I am born with Scarlet's primal chromosomes. With age, these chromosomes evolve and create palpable desires within me, to "own" what others possess.
Whether you are a woman or a man, we are all seekers. We seek for luxurious homes, cars, gadgets and handsome man/men (or beautiful woman/women). We want to achieve and fulfill our dreams in life. We want to be the very best for ourselves, and be better than the next woman or man amongst our social circle.
I am no different. I am a seeker too.
Those who do not know me would prefer to call me a SLUT.
I am perfectly fine. In fact, I am proud to be called a slut. A slut differs from a prostitute or whore. The latter involves a monetary transaction. A slut seeks and receives pleasure. There isn't any monetary income and expenses involved.
When I hear acquaintances or strangers' gossip about me being a slut, I am never upset. In fact, I am delighted because it manifests my desirability to their boyfriends and husbands. I feel omnipotent, invincible and unconquerable.
The unglam, oversized, overweight and morbid aunties will never understand, or have or even possess my wonderful Scarlet's chromosomes. It isn't my fault that I get to enjoy their husbands or boyfriends. They should be looking at themselves and ask why they lack my physical, intellectual and emotional X-factor attributes.
As for the single mother, who is probably in all likeness an over hydrated deformed Boba pearl, you shouldn't blame others for your own defective and deficient DNA. Ask (or rather blame) yourself why your husband dump you for a Scarlet. Obviously you are lacking.
The self professed near menopausal virgin isn't any better. You should stop your hallucinations. You can't be a Snow White just by being a virgin. You should stop asking the Magic Mirror the same old boring lines - "Magic Mirror in my hand, who is the fairest in the land?". Otherwise, your testicular feminization syndrome might transform you into a Sadako Yamamura, and you will end up crawling out of a TV set.
I guess I must be watching too many movies, TV dramas and Disney animations. The scenes just pop out of nowhere, in my hyper active brain when I write. But in reality, I read more than I watch.
Reading is what I do often. Reading is no different from having sexual intimacies. You have to develop a reading habit from young and achieve the ability to read a book from the first page to last, without feeling like it's a chore. Up to a certain point in time, this ability to read develops naturally, and you enjoy the pleasures of doing it over and over again.
And it's the same with sexual intimacies. The more I indulge in it with men I desire, the more instinctive I become. And I get to choose whoever I want, and whenever I want it. It's a powerful lifeskill tool that the single mother and the near menopausal virgin will never acquire in their lifetime, even if they sign up for a million and one Skills Futures upgrading courses.
To conclude, I live my life grabbing a penis with my hands. Anything under my control is never out of control.
Good night and I hope you had a happy Mid Autumn festival today.
