just wish to vent it out.
i was admitted hospital on and off since Oct last year. total stay in hospital around 50days ++.i had fever for about 1 month times.
i see a lot of doctors.
my lupus doctor said my lupus is active and attack my kidneys and other organs.
my kidney doctor said my creatinine up from 190 to 250 and now 300. probably reach 400-500 then i have to start dialysis.
my liver doctor said the scan show that there is a cyst in my liver, most probably not tumour. but if keep growing up then have to do surgery to remove.
my eye doctor said i have water retention in my eyes. but there is a medicine and quite costly for it. they are on hold on it as i still can read small words and see , but just slightly blur.
my lung doctor said my lung show improvement,so now no need medicine for my lung.
my skin doctor just want me to be his piggy pig. asked me did that biopsy and now my leg still painful.
that day, i went to ultra sound and scan my thyroid. not sure how the result yet.
well, i still working full time, life has to carry on even i am sick.
last few months , i was really too fatigue and no mood to talk anything. Now i feel better, life has to carry on. worried also one day, sad also one day. might as well just live happily. though sometime i can't stop to worry my future, my work, my illness and many many.
but i am trying hard to live life.
cheers
cknk2017