Let's share house music

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有时候在这里聊聊天，听听歌。
或许是我一天最开心的事。

你呢？

 

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Actually while I was admitted so many days last year
My siblings seldom , they only came one day to visit me.
I think most probably they think I will be alright so that is why they just let me stay alone at hospital

Even mum also still asked me for allowance from me though I am very sick and need a lot money for medical.

Sometime I wonder, I die Liao , anybody feel sad for me?

 

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http://www.tnp.sg/news/singapore/in...cial&utm_source=Facebook#link_time=1491526302

so sad, 人间悲剧

Infection led to brain damage in baby boy
Infection led to brain damage in baby boy
The Lims and baby Vanden, who is fed through a nasojejunal tube. TNP PHOTO: GAVIN FOO
Vanden suffers from excessive accumulation of fluid in the brain, with brain cysts and hearing impairment

 

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i dont want go back malaysia for dialysis. though singapore is expensive.
but if go back malaysia. then i cant work.
then i really like a useless liao.

 

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[video=youtube;LYDHhU6_1c0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYDHhU6_1c0[/video]

 

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我有话跟你说
ok？

 

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原来对你来说
我就是一个透明
当初我来这里，
也是因为你

现在，这里也没有我存在的理由
算了，只是自取欺辱

 

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Doctor is here. I didn say loud or scold her.
I just gentlely ask her whether to stop iv cyclo.
But even I did so much iv cyclo and my kidney also not better.
So I not sure wether I should continue
They asked me to finish the last 2.
I think I will continue.

since already half here.

 

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I save a sum of money and thinking to go China for transplant
But there is high risk over there, and I may die as my body too weak
Now got money also no use.

Maybe I really have to accept the fate

 

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我现在只能走一步，看一步
接受事实

 

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我对ck说我很难过
他说就算我难过，我的病也不会好
要我开心一点，好好活

真的很感恩有他出现在我的生命里，如果不是他。
我想我对这个世界也没有留恋的地方
生活太苦了

人生太累了

 

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我应该不会活很久的
你难道没有话对我说吗？

 

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my current egfr is 14, if below 10, i have to start dialysis.
though i am currently quite unwell , but still manageable.
i still able to work and live my daily life.
just tired compared with last time.
maybe i used to the unwell and tiredness. so i am adopting well

i hope even i am doing dialysis, my body fit enough for me to continue to work.

 

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昨晚，我躺在床上大哭一场
ck什么也没说，只是问我：你可以呼吸吗？
我说:鼻子有点塞，给我tissue.

擤了鼻涕，我就呼呼大睡
我想，既定的事实，不管我喜不喜欢。
到最后，我还是随着那件事到来，我都会接受的。

 

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我做的饭：）
好好吃：）

 

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[video=youtube;Wm1bG90SX98]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wm1bG90SX98[/video]

 

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Mdm Ang 再次化险为夷
有时候想想她挺累的，又要洗肾，又常入院

我希望我的身体可以强壮一些
不然，我洗肾也会很幸苦

我今天休息，心情也平复了一些些。
慢慢地，我应该会接受，也会适应吧

 

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我活久一些
陪你聊天，好吗？

 

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[video=youtube;ydXXHZtBYEo]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydXXHZtBYEo[/video]

像你吗？

白只在里面演一个变态，
看到他想到你

很像你对吧？

 

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[video=youtube;llRNfm1fsac]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llRNfm1fsac[/video]

[video=youtube;o4DDwpEMv5k]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4DDwpEMv5k[/video]

很像你，对吧？

白只获得金象奖，恭喜你。