I think I have slowly accept the fact of I have to dialysis.
Mum and Ck also accept this and I think if my body weak, ck will also give me a kidney.
But I do not want to waste his kidney as if my lupus still active then even after transplant, the kidney also can't last Long. Most probably I will do dialysis and queue for transplant list
My current function drop a lot. From 20% ++ to now 13%
My egfr is 13 now, dialysis stage.
If below 10, must probably will have to start dialysis. Now kidney doctor keep me in closely monitor.
Even now with kidney function 13% only , I still work full time. Though tired but I am coping well.
I believe that even I am on dialysis , I still can work and live my life well.
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