Even here no one wants to talk to me. I guess real life and forum life is probably the same for fatty me. Once people know I am a fat man, no one is interested. Actually when I registered my nick here, I was wondering should I put a nice user name like GQMan or CKMan or SuperDryMan. However, I decided otherwise because that's not who I am. It's dishonest. Sometimes I asked myself why humans judged me by how I looked. I came to the conclusion that I cannot blame others. They didn't cause me to be fat in the first place. I became fat myself since primary school. But in primary and secondary school, other students would just call me fatty. Even my Chinese teacher called me 小胖,不要睡懒觉 when I dozed off momentarily in class. I didn't seem to mind because I was really fat. But as I grew older and stepped into the workforce, I realised that people wouldn't call me names directly in front of me. They would just avoid me diplomatically unless they needed me, my help or had matters to deal with me. Sigh, I guess that's the true reality of life.