Sis jjcc888,
If I may offer an observation.
It seems all the superstition doesn't work. If you read through your posts, you will find that you lost more times than you win following lucky dates, full moon, wearing special jewellery, Pishu (sounds like piss + shu (loss)...hahaha), eating special foods, throwing sweets etc, etc.
You know why? It's called 'kong thau.'
I bet most of us have experienced it once in a while here in the forum....
Kong thau = 'No Discipline'....
We simply hantam. When we win, we want to win more and ended up losing a large chunk of our nice payout or worst lose everything; when we lose, we up the bet even more, hitting the button faster and faster , hoping for a nice payout to get a fix, like drugs. Sometimes, I think in our mind, it is not about the loss anymore but
trying to get that fix (I.e. huge payout). In the end, we don't really enjoy anything...it's not even entertainment as we like to call it...
it's an addiction for that 'high' feeling. I saw on the news when I was in the USA, a woman who won a jackpot USD$14 million. She lost it all back and more playing high limit slot. She ended up in jail because she scammed money from her retired parents and relatives and stole money from work. Sad isn't it? I always believe if one cannot control money, money will control you.
I believe you can win some sis jjcc888, at least more times than you have posted if you have exercised a little more discipline.
At the least, you can come back and play another day or extend your play.
I find in my case, I either win or lose usually in the last 2 hours of my play unless I have a straight bad day..I play average of 10 hours. The reason being, as I near my time to leave, I usually increase my bet a little more.
I also decide my BR is fixed. My experience is that most of the time because I stick to my plan as stated in my previous posts, even if I lose initially, I usually find some machines that give me a good payout so that I recover something ( in the early part of my session) instead of digging myself in a hole I cannot even hope to recover. To put it this way, I see my session as a marathon not a sprint. I do have my 'lucky' days when I started off well and I never look back. Accumulating TiTos from different machines (I.e. I keep my winnings and use fresh notes).
I move on to other machines if the loose one becomes cold.
Not being stubborn is key for me. I accept that sometimes I have to cut my losses and move on to other machines.
I hope this helps because I want to see you win something and being able to walk away feeling shiok and enjoying the good feeling for a change.
Even walking away with a few hundred dollars... Just to change the direction of a one way losing streak! You will find that a few small wins can change your outlook and who knows it may change your luck for the bigger payout!
Good luck and good harvest!
Happy slotting everyone!