Probably need a vacation or two from everything.
Thank you sir. No regrets in my life, though my time may be short but i have lived a full life. Just constant worry about my family as every other day, something will crop up that needs my help one way or the other.
A very learned neighbour recently said to me(also always helping those with 11B):
A responsible person will have a harried life, a very responsible person will have a very short one.
Sometimes society rewards good behaviour with bad punishment instead, society rewards those
who accomplishes the impossible with yet more work.
I need to do what some caucasian neighbours are doing, sleep very early, get up in the morning, go for walks, jobs and have morning tea and breakfast together in the patio/front porch/back garden.
Never got to do this as what work i have to defer in the morning/afternoon, i still have to finish in the evening/night. I may be with them in person but always working or thinking of the next task to do or helping others.
I have a bro who is worse off, head of a group and he works even harder throughout the night. Another one works tirelessly without sleep and food, even sacrificing his food and breaks.
Wife just pointed out how come we have moved here but never got to do this. I felt sad and bad towards her. I will be devoting more time to the family and probably will take it slower the coming two years especially when i have little ambition in life. I know my behaviour is counter to everything we learned and were taught back in Singapore but really, i came out here not to compare but for semi-retirement.
I know for a fact, more things don't find you happiness, happiness was always right with you but you never turned back to look.
