What Life Can Throw at You!
It is unbelievable what life can throw at you!
All my life I have grown up believing that life was fair and
beautiful. I had the best parents in the world. They are still
together after 57 years. What an inspiration!
The reason I am writing this is to let people know they could
always be worse off.
I am a married woman with three grown children.
My oldest son has AIDS.
I can't except it.
I can't let go and let God.
My other son has been bi-polar and takes heavy doses of meds
every day to keep him normal. He must be monitored daily.
He lives a block away in a place where they have apartments for
the disabled.
My youngest and only girl is a "drug addict."
She can't see her way out.
I pray for all of them every day. The pain is like no other
that I can describe. I ask myself, "What did I do wrong? Am I being punished? Why would God make all my children sick?"
It has taken its toll on my health, mentally and physically.
I have people tell me miracles happen. I don't believe that.
Why has God chosen me for all this heartache? They all live
close by and count on me for everything. All I do is cry and
cry. I have been married to their stepfather for 25 years.
He gives me no emotional support whatsoever. I read the Bible
daily and pray daily to keep HOPE. I will lie in bed all day
wishing I could make things better for them or I wish it was me
and not my children.
My question is... Why Me?
How can one person handle this alone?
I have no friends and do not belong to any church.
I do believe in God, but where is He?
I try to count my blessings, but can't seem to think of any.
Please pray for my children and me.
The reason I am writing this is to let people know they could
always be worse off.
It is unbelievable what life can throw at you!
All my life I have grown up believing that life was fair and
beautiful. I had the best parents in the world. They are still
together after 57 years. What an inspiration!
The reason I am writing this is to let people know they could
always be worse off.
I am a married woman with three grown children.
My oldest son has AIDS.
I can't except it.
I can't let go and let God.
My other son has been bi-polar and takes heavy doses of meds
every day to keep him normal. He must be monitored daily.
He lives a block away in a place where they have apartments for
the disabled.
My youngest and only girl is a "drug addict."
She can't see her way out.
I pray for all of them every day. The pain is like no other
that I can describe. I ask myself, "What did I do wrong? Am I being punished? Why would God make all my children sick?"
It has taken its toll on my health, mentally and physically.
I have people tell me miracles happen. I don't believe that.
Why has God chosen me for all this heartache? They all live
close by and count on me for everything. All I do is cry and
cry. I have been married to their stepfather for 25 years.
He gives me no emotional support whatsoever. I read the Bible
daily and pray daily to keep HOPE. I will lie in bed all day
wishing I could make things better for them or I wish it was me
and not my children.
My question is... Why Me?
How can one person handle this alone?
I have no friends and do not belong to any church.
I do believe in God, but where is He?
I try to count my blessings, but can't seem to think of any.
Please pray for my children and me.
The reason I am writing this is to let people know they could
always be worse off.