a few weeks ago, i met one of my ex when shopping alone at takashimaya in the late afternoon. she was alone too. we said hi to each other and asked how the other was doing blah blah blah...then because housemate was not in singapore and i had no one to eat alone, i asked if she mind joining me for dinner. she agreed and even treated me dinner and throughout we chatted very happily and laughed at our favourite moments when we were together as couple last time. we sort of like didn't want the night to end and we ended up in a starbucks for some kopi and she later sent me home in her car. she asked if she could see my place but because i didn't her to know i am now living with my housemate, i said it wasn't convenient and i could sense a little disappointment in her. but that night, we continue chatting on whatsapp when she reached home safe and sound. then before i went to bed that night, i thought of her and masturbated myself silly with some photos i took when we were having drinks at starbucks. the desire to fuck her again was very strong and muddled with old feelings of love. sad hor....because once in a while i still think of her beautiful face and nice body plus her spontaneity during making love....sigh....
