Yes I am feeling better now. I have started to tell myself to accept things as they are. Not to fight and try to change things anymore.
Just keep working as a doctor as much as I dislike it. Just work till I die. Don't go thinking of doing other things anymore. No more investment. No more stocks whatever crap. No business. No whatever shit. Just work lah. Save money.
And then just buy my lottery with the same numbers twice a week both Lotto Max and Lotto 649 as my hope.
Less pressure like that. I still have another month or so plus to have my last birthday wish come true. I am hoping for it. I wished last birthday that I will not see my next birthday. So come December if you don't see me posting anymore then it means I got my wish! YAY!