I did not know what cucumber means in this forum. I know now.
I am sincerely sorry. The comment was just meant in jest, a play of words. Nothing to do with you. It also did not have any negative connotation towards jw5.
I know jw5 has been trying to instigate you to see me as scroobal or screwball and all that.
I am not.
@ginfreely I am not a nasty person at all. In fact I get bullied by people all the time. I am often used as a punching bag. I also know when to apologize if I have offended someone and when I am wrong. Even if I am not wrong, I will still apologize if the other person felt upset for some reason.
Hence I apologize to you for the past things I may have written that hurt you. I also apologize for posting words that I did not know have significance to you in a negative way.
Going forward I will refrain from posting such things to anyone so as they are not misconstrued.
I apologize to everyone here at this forum if they have been upset by me before. I truly want no enemies. It is not worth it.
I come here because I am lonely. And I need a friend. Someone other than patients to interact with and to talk/chat with.
I am to the point where I almost feel like just revealing my true identity to everyone here so you will accept me for who I am.