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Yes I am. The doctor said it and now I am on medication. I have no friend to pour my sorrow. I cannot talk to my wife like I used to talk to her. She is finding problem communicating with me too.. We now hardly talk. I have office work stress home stress, financial stress and family stress. I can't take it anymore. My sister cannot help me, my children cannot understand me. My wife do not love me anymore.
On my birthday this year, my wife told me she want to be a Chirstian,. I didn't opposed to that but this religion thingy get very touchy and I was very upset. Finally I broke down two days later and I am now depressed and I am on medication. I do not know why tear keep rolling down my and as a man, it is very difficult to cry. The doctor tell me to cry it out, but I don't know where I can do it without hurting my pride. I am afraid we are heading towards a divorce.
I feel like I am exploding and many times, I feel I should have just jump off somewhere and forget about everything. But many times, I put off the idea. I used to think people who commit suicide is stupid and cowards. Today, I think they are brave people.
I have not much friend and so had no one to talk to since my wife and I cannot communicate.
I can't concentrate on my work and I got no mood for anything. I really am lost as what to do .. I came to this forum and everytime I will close the IE as I cannot and do not know how to pen my feeling. So much to tell and so much not to tell ... even now, I am hesitating to press the " post topic " button. I do not know it is a good idea to pour my feeling here .. afterall, there will be people trying to push you deeper into the blue.. oh what the heck ...!!!
On my birthday this year, my wife told me she want to be a Chirstian,. I didn't opposed to that but this religion thingy get very touchy and I was very upset. Finally I broke down two days later and I am now depressed and I am on medication. I do not know why tear keep rolling down my and as a man, it is very difficult to cry. The doctor tell me to cry it out, but I don't know where I can do it without hurting my pride. I am afraid we are heading towards a divorce.
I feel like I am exploding and many times, I feel I should have just jump off somewhere and forget about everything. But many times, I put off the idea. I used to think people who commit suicide is stupid and cowards. Today, I think they are brave people.
I have not much friend and so had no one to talk to since my wife and I cannot communicate.
I can't concentrate on my work and I got no mood for anything. I really am lost as what to do .. I came to this forum and everytime I will close the IE as I cannot and do not know how to pen my feeling. So much to tell and so much not to tell ... even now, I am hesitating to press the " post topic " button. I do not know it is a good idea to pour my feeling here .. afterall, there will be people trying to push you deeper into the blue.. oh what the heck ...!!!