i do understand where i come from and i do understand the behavior of the chinese and i am honest to admit that.
It is not a universal rule that if you are born in a certain race, you must protect and guard your race like some precious gems.
If you are born in a country, that does not mean you have to stay there forever.
If your parents are fcuked up and it does not mean you cannot be honest about it since they give birth to you.
Let me ask you , who create those rules about protecting roots and learn your language. I dunno if there are some selfish person in the past who create this rule. People have choices to choose what they prefer regardless of what race or skin colour they are born in.