get a hold of yourself sir. You are close to being insane. You need help in the form of big time counselling.There are many here that can help you recover.
thank you for your concern
if I were you
better leave this thread
the collateral damage can be enormous
all the insane and pathologically gila people are here
all ready armed to the teeth to have a final showdown
these guys are merciless once they target you
if you want no troubles,please don't get involved in this mother of all battles
thank you for your concern....