Hi, has been following the thread for 2 months now. From it is almost dead, the thread comes alive again recently.
My anual levy finally expired (I have been waiting for this day to come). Never been to MBS for 2 weeks since. Although the urge is so much torturing.
My rating is up to today, Won 2 times of Major JP 6K (March2011) & 7K(May2011), but still minus roughly 75K for one year MBS holiday (or Hell?).
I am a 30+ man with middle salary income. Just married, Don’t have enough money to buy a simple home. No car. Now only surviving on monthly salary and hope to build a simple family
For a whole year, 365 days, i spend almost everyday, 5 to 10 hours in the den (Gf then was not in town for study overseas so it makes everything so easy). Earlier was fun trips, like everyday is sunday, everytime i sit on one of the machine it is sure win. One month after, everything started to turn ugly. I have never go home with a plus anymore. Why i said so? Because whenever i won from a slot machine or two, i will lose it back to the third one. and fourth and fifth and so on... then withdraw from ATM, again...again..again... i don’t even know how many times these thing happen. Too many times to remember.
My worst experience was one of the day when i got 12K payment for a business, it is gone in 3 days, (Thanks to the limit of ATM withdrawal, or else it would be an overnight lose of 12K!)
Until last July/August i noticed that my bank account has never been the same anymore. Everytime there are some cash, it is empied within few days. Every single month salary came in, it is just gone overnight.
Eversince, i hope to stop going MBS. I have never succeed...
Everytime there are some cash in, the only thing come into my mind is MBS. And the only hope is always; the Grand Jackpot. How i wish to win the grand and recover my loses. how i wish to win and give some to friends that are lose severely, how i wish...bla ..bla..bla... But as we all know, it was only wishful hope, it would never came. not even the major JP. (I hit 5 trains twice but it was 99888 and 99899 during june & august. how to believe???) I played the cashtrain 2ct, FFF2ct, FFF5ct, and the progressive one near FFF5t. Lastly, before my levy ends i played the $2 street roulette. and won back $100 painfully with 4hours of playing $2-$6 side bets. the slot machines has made everytihng so horrific & traumatic gambling experience.
Of course some might never experience the things i had. And i wish not to kill the spirit of slot players here (I hope not).
I simply want to remind any new bros and sis’ that just entangled with the interest (Say these few months, anytime during your working days, the urge of playing slots come? every weekend only MBS come in you mind? maybe you start to think about playing slots everyday and makes some extra $, no?); playing slots really can KILL you. No kidding. (The desperation feeling of losing you hard earned $, is beyond your thinking “Oh, i know i’m gonna lose, so it’s OK”. It is far beyond that
). I am not a doctor, just another patient that fell ill and do not want any other patient fall into the same hole
I know that my loses of $75K is not really huge. But what if, $75K is the only amount that you save so far, and you lose it all? And of course, if i have more, i will lose more.
We can ask JJCC888, The blackhole or any bros that was actively posted some story here 6 to 10 months ago, i believe they had the same experience as mine.
I hope none of the bros here same as me, “having fun of hell (not hell of fun
)” before get tied down to family knot and start saving now regretting
. I hope those who are new, know what they are doing with the interest. You might win some, but you will lose more FOR SURE. Not because the casino is bad, but because any one of us born with a thing call “GREED”.
To Bro Blackhole, I admire your strength. It is so hard and not easy to maintain the urge. Keep it up!
To Bro Kia, I also admire you, because you are so blessed to have plenty of petrol to run the engine for such a long road. Not many can do that!
Lastly, if anyone reading this, those whom so desperate and thinking the world is a nasty place (touch wood), please look at the bright side. Any good things must come to an end and SO does the bad things.
Lets start saving again, but for other interest.
Cheers.