I think you are entering the pre- unban period of your life. The euphoria must be unbelievable. But for whatever it is worth I manage to find a quote here which you may not like.
I ban on nov 2010, heavy lost ,burst 3 cards 20k plus almost all monthly salary since casino open .
Release on march 2012, very exciting and cant wait to go in immediately after unban.
After 2 months on june 2012, burst 2 more cards +1 cashplus 25k.
2nd ban on june 2012.
Release on june 2013 in which the unban process very fast , call in get appointment after a week then after another 7 days can go in liao.
Same as 1st time cant wait go to in, everyday log in NCPG to check status. Just on day 7 after appointment , status is " u do not have any exclusion against you", very very happy, next day early morning wake up like kena lottery ,went in noon time till night,then went home like a mad dog look at the ground only coz lost whole month salary.
Can not be every time also lose what,gambler mindset. Keep on going till sept 2013 , this time really lost until mother also not recognize ,never bring single cent out from casino every time visit, believe or not? burst 2 more cards and 2 cashplus total 28k+ 2 more cards take temporary credit limit increase 5k.
Kanninia, how to pay back bank? now total bank card 7 ,cashplus 3 is 75k some more owe friend 12k due to he won i lost when we went together then i keep borrowed from him ,but lucky this one he didnt chase me.
On oct 2013 my 3rd time ban.
Think twice when unban, if u are about my situation, better dont unban, things will go worse to worst in just a short time after step in the casino once again.
But this is very hard for ppl who always want to gamble listen to this "jesus talk cock advise" even myself too.