Your inability to cope with the true fallout from the Pandemic is also endemic in your attitude here. You cannot empathize with your fellow man when we see deaths worldwide, instead you engage in denialism and delight in the deaths of many.
In a normal functioning adult, self preservation is our most innate instinct. As humans, survival is paramount. When individuals whom suffer a serious neurosis such as yourself ignores the very sanctity of life itself, it is a symptom of your disease. Deaths matter and shock normal people. You are not normal.
We have asked you to come in an speak to us about when in your childhood a caregiver has failed to nurture you and therefore as an adult your pain is clearly on show here as it manifests as misanthropy.
You insistence that lying to people with nonsensical data that no one believes is no justification just because you pay $2K per month here. Thinking you can pull the wool over the eyes of people here because you pay for it is also a symptom of your disease.
kindly contact us for an assessment:
https://www.imh.com.sg/
Institute of Mental Health
http://www.imh.com.sg/
Buangkok Green Medical Park
10 Buangkok View
Singapore 539747