i told him i stole $10 from his wallet last time to buy pencilcase and asked him to forgive me. then suddenly the rain stopped. means i am forgiven. then i asked him for 4D numb today. no reaction from him. means what? he doesn't want me to gamble? or he doesn't want to help? then suddenly i remember he said when he was alive he wanted to see me married before he died. but he never got to see because i broke up with the girl. not my fault right? i still waiting for his sign of 4D number before going singapore pools....