bros and sis, talking about this, i have first taste of what it feels like to be a schizoid. many years ago, my agony started after getting into trouble with lao goh, apparently he went on his fuck trip to visit his fuck buddy, koizumi. dun ask me who fuck whose backside.:oIo:
http://www.mofa.go.jp/announce/press/2003/3/0326.html
after this, i was tekaned all the way from army reservist, almost ended up in DB, to my working stint in s'pore technologies. it's quite bizarre but they have ways to make you hallucinate, i am referring to they as the secret squirrels. you feel entrapped and maciam like in a psychological prison, and stupid me thought i have some mental problem and went to see a psychiatrist, i told my doctor then i thinking pple are tracking me and the siao char bors from SPH are calling me smart and stupid sometimes, partly due to insinuation, in their news report. after i told him this, he diagnosed me with schizo and gave me medicine to eat which further enhanced my hallucination. :oIo: only later after some time, i realised my condition is that i was stressed up!
what i have went thru, i have no proof. i have only a short written exchange from this ho kum hean guy, another secret squirrel from STE, he knew who play bastard but he asked me to move on.:oIo: