Havent been to the forum for a while even though had a lot of time cause feeling damn down and depressed and funds running out
See people shopping for Xmas with family and friends and I have nothing for my own family, feeling useless since i cannot give them good life
Not that Im not trying, I really am but so difficult these days
Sometimes the HR interviewing me even laughed but i control
Really tired yet cannot sleep really sad but must show happy face
My head feels like its splitting into two
Really really condemn case I dont know how
See people shopping for Xmas with family and friends and I have nothing for my own family, feeling useless since i cannot give them good life
Not that Im not trying, I really am but so difficult these days
Sometimes the HR interviewing me even laughed but i control
Really tired yet cannot sleep really sad but must show happy face
My head feels like its splitting into two
Really really condemn case I dont know how