Don't talk so much! Where and when?
First thing first - about your fixation for wanting a son - to be a father.
Doctors had already diagnosed that you were already impotent since the day you suffered from some severe inferiority complex because girls were avoiding you caused by your uncontrollable salivating whenever you see a girl you desired. You had to visit prostitues to regain some sense of acceptance and sanity. Well it did work for one occasion....
My parents told me a while ago, that a neighbour of ours had adopted a child born out of wedlock from a South Indian woman who came to work in Geylang and Desker area. She had many "lovers" or clients, all wanting pleasure.
But there was one, unlike all the others, weird fellow who kept mumbling that he hated the gahment and the political party in power. Beause of this, but he wanted pleasure to relieve his anxiety but did'nt know about precaution. The other co-workers avoided him - no matter how much he was willing to pay.
The South Indian woman took pity on him, and let him had his thrill. He shot without putting on a cap. It was a rare moment of ecstasy for him, because it was the first time he had his organ lifted up to 30 degrees standing up before turning flabby. It was that ONE time, solely that one time, that got this South Indian woman pregnant. Because she was unable to support a baby in her line of work, she had to give the baby up for adoption. That was how our neighbour's got their adopted child. It appears that you could be the father of that child. Do you still want to see your child? I could bring him along to see you.