Example 1
I was in the office lift going down to ground floor. Lift door opened and a chio office lady walks in without mask. She struggled getting her mask out of her handbag. I told her no need and don't bother. She looked at me, smiled and said thank you. I felt like a hero saving a damsel in distress.
I am in the MRT tunnel walking to exit for my office building. I see a CECA Indian with mask under his chin. I felt angry. If I wasn't in the rush, I would go up to him and asked him to wear his mask properly.
Example 2
In the crowded peak hour MRT, when I was about to alight at the next station while the train was still at the previous station, I would offer my seat to a lady if she was in front of me. She will say thank you and I felt good.
If the person was a man, I would purposely sit in my seat until the very last moment when the train door opened before I get off my seat. I also secretly wished that the man didn't get my seat and some other people get the seat first.
Example 3
When a young lady was walking in opposite direction towards me, I had the tendency to give way and avoid direct path towards her.
If it was a man of any races, I generally played who gave way first by walking in his direct path.
Example 4
I was walking towards my parked car in a crowded carpark with no lots left, if I noticed a male driver in his stationary car, I would generally take my own sweet time to open my car door, slowly put my belongings or groceries, slowly get into my driver seat, slowly put my mobile on the mobile phone holder, slowly put on my seat belt, pretended to adjust my rear view mirror or sometimes I would pretend to answer a call or pretended to reply WhatsApp messages. And if the male driver in the waiting car became impatient and drove off to wait elsewhere, I felt extremely elated.
However if I were to see a lady especially those pleasant looking ones who was waiting in her car, I would chop chop dump my belongings and groceries in my car and drive off asap.
I think I am biased, practise discrimination without good reasonable logic. Though i think I am evil, I felt good doing so.
Strange.
I think I need to change to become more objective and reasonable, otherwise, I will become a bigot very soon (if I am already not one).
I was in the office lift going down to ground floor. Lift door opened and a chio office lady walks in without mask. She struggled getting her mask out of her handbag. I told her no need and don't bother. She looked at me, smiled and said thank you. I felt like a hero saving a damsel in distress.
I am in the MRT tunnel walking to exit for my office building. I see a CECA Indian with mask under his chin. I felt angry. If I wasn't in the rush, I would go up to him and asked him to wear his mask properly.
Example 2
In the crowded peak hour MRT, when I was about to alight at the next station while the train was still at the previous station, I would offer my seat to a lady if she was in front of me. She will say thank you and I felt good.
If the person was a man, I would purposely sit in my seat until the very last moment when the train door opened before I get off my seat. I also secretly wished that the man didn't get my seat and some other people get the seat first.
Example 3
When a young lady was walking in opposite direction towards me, I had the tendency to give way and avoid direct path towards her.
If it was a man of any races, I generally played who gave way first by walking in his direct path.
Example 4
I was walking towards my parked car in a crowded carpark with no lots left, if I noticed a male driver in his stationary car, I would generally take my own sweet time to open my car door, slowly put my belongings or groceries, slowly get into my driver seat, slowly put my mobile on the mobile phone holder, slowly put on my seat belt, pretended to adjust my rear view mirror or sometimes I would pretend to answer a call or pretended to reply WhatsApp messages. And if the male driver in the waiting car became impatient and drove off to wait elsewhere, I felt extremely elated.
However if I were to see a lady especially those pleasant looking ones who was waiting in her car, I would chop chop dump my belongings and groceries in my car and drive off asap.
I think I am biased, practise discrimination without good reasonable logic. Though i think I am evil, I felt good doing so.
Strange.
I think I need to change to become more objective and reasonable, otherwise, I will become a bigot very soon (if I am already not one).
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Grateful if you don’t mention her in your posts to me.
Lim peh’s luck already very bad. Don’t want to be associated with suay Chee byes. Tolong tolong. Thank you.
