- Joined
- Jul 14, 2008
- Messages
- 8,533
- Points
- 0
From: Chuck (skiscubaten) Oct-6 3:46 pm
To: ALL (35 of 40)
22187.35 in reply to 22187.1
I was once a young idealistic Singaporean, busting my guts out to excel in OCS, excel in the army.... I became the the sword of honor.. jayakuma and yeo ning hong dined with me during my commission dinner. jayakuma was ya ya and 目中無人。 yeo was more friendly.
Then I joined the the civil service. I continued to go for ICTs faithfully and happily served my nation thinking foolishly that there must a pot of gold at the end of all the shit we had to go through. But I saw my Malaysian colleagues got promoted faster than me. The government don't give a shit about preferential treatment for Singaporeans who have given up so much to the nation. Citizenship was a liability not a privilege.
Then my eyes opened more to more shit. I saw all the wayang in the army even in ICTs. The self serving regular officers only wanted to wayang their way to promotions at the expense of reservists and blind to our personal needs be it our family or our profession... our profession suffers, our family suffers..all at the selfishness, hypocrisy and 小人 behavior of these fucking regular COs and generals. During exercises, pushing us beyond human logic and physical limits just to score points...
I am old now. No longer idealistic but only bitter with cynicism. I have left the civil service, and i've kenged away my remaining ICTs..because I don't give a fucking shit anymore.
I left Singapore 4 years ago.
Then my mother called me a few months ago. She told me SAF has rewarded me with a watch for my long service and actually send a couple of runners to deliver the watch to my mother and a message to me...'Thank you and please live the rest of your life happily...'
Wow.. all the shit for a watch.... That was my SAF career.
To: ALL (35 of 40)
22187.35 in reply to 22187.1
I was once a young idealistic Singaporean, busting my guts out to excel in OCS, excel in the army.... I became the the sword of honor.. jayakuma and yeo ning hong dined with me during my commission dinner. jayakuma was ya ya and 目中無人。 yeo was more friendly.
Then I joined the the civil service. I continued to go for ICTs faithfully and happily served my nation thinking foolishly that there must a pot of gold at the end of all the shit we had to go through. But I saw my Malaysian colleagues got promoted faster than me. The government don't give a shit about preferential treatment for Singaporeans who have given up so much to the nation. Citizenship was a liability not a privilege.
Then my eyes opened more to more shit. I saw all the wayang in the army even in ICTs. The self serving regular officers only wanted to wayang their way to promotions at the expense of reservists and blind to our personal needs be it our family or our profession... our profession suffers, our family suffers..all at the selfishness, hypocrisy and 小人 behavior of these fucking regular COs and generals. During exercises, pushing us beyond human logic and physical limits just to score points...
I am old now. No longer idealistic but only bitter with cynicism. I have left the civil service, and i've kenged away my remaining ICTs..because I don't give a fucking shit anymore.
I left Singapore 4 years ago.
Then my mother called me a few months ago. She told me SAF has rewarded me with a watch for my long service and actually send a couple of runners to deliver the watch to my mother and a message to me...'Thank you and please live the rest of your life happily...'
Wow.. all the shit for a watch.... That was my SAF career.