All good things come to an end.
Just like a good movie. You reach the end credits. Watch the end credits for several minutes. Might hope for an end credit scene in some movies to surprise you. But by and large by the end of the credits you are sort of relieved then reflect on the good movie. Some people even leave before the end credits are done.
That's how I am living now. It is the end credits stage. Been too long already. Often want to leave or turn off the TV already.