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who knows who I am? or I was? The modelling agency Owner, the modelling Guy, mark Chow. The One who Blogged for ns40, run a spa and is also an SPI and ghostbuster. Also full of drama and stories.
Ever since charges being press, many said I am not showing any remorsefulness . This is because I am suffering from Depression since early days. There are many terms I do not know, friends ask, where have u been during your childhood? ( read other blog on childhood)
It might be shameful to share that I was abused by 2 men during my modelling days. Chris And Mus taught me what gay is. i dun even know what Gay is. being raped because I was a handsome good looking idol. The agent of carries models made me switch to Elite Models. Bryan Wong brought me to TCS where i became a host and I cant host for nuts, The Gay producer gave me chances because of my look again. yes, may sound "HAO Lian"
Not only till i was offered a drama series and contributed my stories as a rebel during my O levels. Didnt know how to PR, i broke of all ties with the Gay, then i didnt get much roles and soon was left to freeze. Then because of my fame, i was employed to be a modelling instructor where i shared my success with newbies. The Owner fled with me starting my own model agency as I broke down. My Gf, Joyee, left me at the same time when i neglected her.My bestfriend, Jeremy also left me , for being such a useless guy, that tried to kill myself with 30 panadols.
谁在乎我的心里有多苦 谁在意我的明天去何处 这条路究竟多少崎岖多少坎坷途 我和你早以没有回头路 我的爱藏不住 任凭世界无情的摆布 我不怕痛不怕输只怕是再多努力也无助 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼 伤会少一点 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 谁在乎我的心里有多苦 谁在意我的明天去何处 这条路究竟多少崎岖多少坎坷途 我和你早以没有回头路 我的爱藏不住任凭世界无情的摆布 我不怕痛不怕输 只怕是再多努力也无助 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼 伤会少一点如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼伤会少一点 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 无情无爱此生我认命 Over...
being confused in both religion and sexual preference, i finally realised I am straight. female models throw themselves at me and ask: why u shy? why u not touching me? I lie down as if i was dead. I shared this with other guys and they think I am very LL, very HAo Lian" where most guys always wanted a threesome.
In between 2001, where mcmodels began, i wentto trip to HK with some gay producer from then channel U. the same guy who produced my show. I regretted it as it turn so nasty when i playfully hold the hand of the guy. The attempt of kiss and sex was very turn off. this affirmed my preference, It also ended me with a lot of troubles as they gave me drugs and harasses me all the way back singapore. they are crazy till i have to make a police report for self -fear!
I then started off as a Model dresser who help to adjust the clothes for female models, to cuers. All these have allow me to have an eye for fashion. i was not excited seeing nake woman but i felt its like nothing interesting after nake females started walking around lookingf or their outfits. I then went to fashion styling, started off with babies and maternal and finally to the extreme FHM bikini. I guess I was the only Straight stylist in Singapore!
I armed myself with all my female models during events to show off them to my clients but having to ensure they are back home and not being taken advatage off. i started to employ female bookers(staff) as male booker always SHOT at the place they Eat! ( rules, they cant date our models)
my 1st model turn Gf was Jean, where i moved to Katong and have a house, with my adopted Dog pumpkin, I thought its about time I settled down as i was doing very well. i got cash, car, Credit card, career and a House! all 5 cs! Love was found again but it so pain till i have to see a pyschatrist. This is where al the ghost seeing began ( read my older blogs) anti-depression medi cation was on, alcohol was free fow till my late dad finished it all till his death.
Many times, I did wanted to give up this modelling business and its fated for me to be back after trying at thumper(nightspot which closed), Spa , also closed) and Fengshui ( drain my energy and let me see things!) more treatments and medications was needed and so I stopped.
During the above period, I was shopping a girlfriends when i already have 1. I do not have the heart to bring up the break up and always ended up back to my orginal Gf, not the new ones. i Most knew. many concluded i m a player. But i just didnt want to hhurt anyone further. I was hurt and i know how painful LOVE is.
hence I tattooed the CHINESE word love ; 爱 on my left wrist. Ever since, my lifestyle changed, i stopped hitting the gym, i eat whatever I want. i drink like No tomorrow. i got drunk everyday and put on so much weight. i became so fat till its a turn off to many girls. I manage to Block al the gay as they love good body. Can i say i did this on purpose? til I caught having hhigh cholestrone and blood pressure. no more blood donation.
Today, i ended up being all over the press for molesting. i lost my job as a CA( something that is not related at all) Whether I will be accused and jailed, it is not in God's hand. I know i try my best to survive and I will defend my rights and not be wrongfully accused!
Read more on his blog
http://markchowgroup.blogspot.com/2009_11_01_archive.html
Ever since charges being press, many said I am not showing any remorsefulness . This is because I am suffering from Depression since early days. There are many terms I do not know, friends ask, where have u been during your childhood? ( read other blog on childhood)
It might be shameful to share that I was abused by 2 men during my modelling days. Chris And Mus taught me what gay is. i dun even know what Gay is. being raped because I was a handsome good looking idol. The agent of carries models made me switch to Elite Models. Bryan Wong brought me to TCS where i became a host and I cant host for nuts, The Gay producer gave me chances because of my look again. yes, may sound "HAO Lian"
Not only till i was offered a drama series and contributed my stories as a rebel during my O levels. Didnt know how to PR, i broke of all ties with the Gay, then i didnt get much roles and soon was left to freeze. Then because of my fame, i was employed to be a modelling instructor where i shared my success with newbies. The Owner fled with me starting my own model agency as I broke down. My Gf, Joyee, left me at the same time when i neglected her.My bestfriend, Jeremy also left me , for being such a useless guy, that tried to kill myself with 30 panadols.
谁在乎我的心里有多苦 谁在意我的明天去何处 这条路究竟多少崎岖多少坎坷途 我和你早以没有回头路 我的爱藏不住 任凭世界无情的摆布 我不怕痛不怕输只怕是再多努力也无助 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼 伤会少一点 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 谁在乎我的心里有多苦 谁在意我的明天去何处 这条路究竟多少崎岖多少坎坷途 我和你早以没有回头路 我的爱藏不住任凭世界无情的摆布 我不怕痛不怕输 只怕是再多努力也无助 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼 伤会少一点如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 终究已注定 是否能再多爱一天能再多看一眼伤会少一点 如果说一切都是天意一切都是命运 谁也逃不离 无情无爱此生又何必 无情无爱此生我认命 Over...
being confused in both religion and sexual preference, i finally realised I am straight. female models throw themselves at me and ask: why u shy? why u not touching me? I lie down as if i was dead. I shared this with other guys and they think I am very LL, very HAo Lian" where most guys always wanted a threesome.
In between 2001, where mcmodels began, i wentto trip to HK with some gay producer from then channel U. the same guy who produced my show. I regretted it as it turn so nasty when i playfully hold the hand of the guy. The attempt of kiss and sex was very turn off. this affirmed my preference, It also ended me with a lot of troubles as they gave me drugs and harasses me all the way back singapore. they are crazy till i have to make a police report for self -fear!
I then started off as a Model dresser who help to adjust the clothes for female models, to cuers. All these have allow me to have an eye for fashion. i was not excited seeing nake woman but i felt its like nothing interesting after nake females started walking around lookingf or their outfits. I then went to fashion styling, started off with babies and maternal and finally to the extreme FHM bikini. I guess I was the only Straight stylist in Singapore!
I armed myself with all my female models during events to show off them to my clients but having to ensure they are back home and not being taken advatage off. i started to employ female bookers(staff) as male booker always SHOT at the place they Eat! ( rules, they cant date our models)
my 1st model turn Gf was Jean, where i moved to Katong and have a house, with my adopted Dog pumpkin, I thought its about time I settled down as i was doing very well. i got cash, car, Credit card, career and a House! all 5 cs! Love was found again but it so pain till i have to see a pyschatrist. This is where al the ghost seeing began ( read my older blogs) anti-depression medi cation was on, alcohol was free fow till my late dad finished it all till his death.
Many times, I did wanted to give up this modelling business and its fated for me to be back after trying at thumper(nightspot which closed), Spa , also closed) and Fengshui ( drain my energy and let me see things!) more treatments and medications was needed and so I stopped.
During the above period, I was shopping a girlfriends when i already have 1. I do not have the heart to bring up the break up and always ended up back to my orginal Gf, not the new ones. i Most knew. many concluded i m a player. But i just didnt want to hhurt anyone further. I was hurt and i know how painful LOVE is.
hence I tattooed the CHINESE word love ; 爱 on my left wrist. Ever since, my lifestyle changed, i stopped hitting the gym, i eat whatever I want. i drink like No tomorrow. i got drunk everyday and put on so much weight. i became so fat till its a turn off to many girls. I manage to Block al the gay as they love good body. Can i say i did this on purpose? til I caught having hhigh cholestrone and blood pressure. no more blood donation.
Today, i ended up being all over the press for molesting. i lost my job as a CA( something that is not related at all) Whether I will be accused and jailed, it is not in God's hand. I know i try my best to survive and I will defend my rights and not be wrongfully accused!
Read more on his blog
http://markchowgroup.blogspot.com/2009_11_01_archive.html
