for a start , you should change your nick to UPGRADER
i actually did, but it doesn't help
for a long time, i lived an easy life. i have enough to survive, but i have no ambition, no meaning in life, no direction.
all i do is drift along aimlessly like a piece of broken rotting wood on the sea
i work different part time jobs, sometimes at exhibition booths, sometimes at restaurants as chef assistant and waiter
recently i served a former classmate of mine from primary school. he ordered very expensive wine of a few hundred dollars for his wife
i wanted to say hello but i realised he totally don't recognise me
i helped out at expo exhibition. i realised singaporeans got so much money. they queued up for hours to get into the natas fair
they queued up to spend money!!!!!!
meanwhile, i only have enough for the next few days.
i don't know anymore but i think i cannot make it. i am not getting younger