I am sorry, but I completely cannot comprehend what you are saying. I recommend you see a psyschiatrist. Your mental world of Singapore is so negative, it is doubtful you can integrate in Singapore or any society in the world. As an individual, I am concerned about your mental welfare and the possible psychological stress that loved ones may have to endure. Try spending more time away from the internet and interact with loved ones and real people. Hate just cheats you of the wonder years of life your parents have given you. Dare to dream and go out to help people and share love, not propagate hate! I hope other monikers in this forum can get through the thick psychological walls you seem to have built to hide your psychological hurt and help you.