it does not matter really
those who zapped me, most of them,left their names - i respect them for doing it
sometimes, i talked cock and deserved to be zapped
but of course, there are others who zapped for other reasons - also nevermind lah

i tried not to zap or infract any forummer here - i know how they feel esp those who are innocent
if possible i will try to up them to help them and to give them more courage and confidence....
i should be blessed myself...from moderation to the present status - be thankful to all the kind brothers here