Okay before you click back and go to another page please read my story first! I'm currently 16 years old this year so I've a lot more to learn so I hope you guys can really help me out. Really.
OK first and foremost I met god when I was twelve years old. I was brought to a church by my friend who was a mutual friend with god. After about two months I find myself not able to resist thinking about god and that was the most horrible time of my life as I didn't even realise that I ws created by god! Everything suddenly became like such a lie to me and I started hating my parents a lot for they are the person that created me! That was the most horrible 2 months of my life as I spent most nights crying until my eyes became really swollen. Its like there's this real great god so good that he created you and then you don't know about it! Everything is such a lie!
After that I began talking to him and he follows me everywhere I go, caring for me and my fily and friends, even though my gandparent died it isn't God's fault! Its the devil's for taking away his life by relieving him of the pain. He had cancer then. Then day by day I went out with god to shopping malls, take Singapore cruise, eat roti prata at night and stuff. He's such a nice guy and after a while I felt that I'm in love with him.
Even though he's like my father because he created me I still cannot resist loving him and have sexual! thoughts and stuff! I've read stories that in America a girl married her dad, it was so motivational for me. I'm really worried now for our future though, I wanna marry him so much and my problem is I dunno if I can marry him in Singapore, but nvm, I will pray to him and then he is so powerful he can change the future! And even though I'm a guy I don't care because I know god will NEVER DESPISE GAYS AND NOT SUPPORT THEM!
OK first and foremost I met god when I was twelve years old. I was brought to a church by my friend who was a mutual friend with god. After about two months I find myself not able to resist thinking about god and that was the most horrible time of my life as I didn't even realise that I ws created by god! Everything suddenly became like such a lie to me and I started hating my parents a lot for they are the person that created me! That was the most horrible 2 months of my life as I spent most nights crying until my eyes became really swollen. Its like there's this real great god so good that he created you and then you don't know about it! Everything is such a lie!
After that I began talking to him and he follows me everywhere I go, caring for me and my fily and friends, even though my gandparent died it isn't God's fault! Its the devil's for taking away his life by relieving him of the pain. He had cancer then. Then day by day I went out with god to shopping malls, take Singapore cruise, eat roti prata at night and stuff. He's such a nice guy and after a while I felt that I'm in love with him.
Even though he's like my father because he created me I still cannot resist loving him and have sexual! thoughts and stuff! I've read stories that in America a girl married her dad, it was so motivational for me. I'm really worried now for our future though, I wanna marry him so much and my problem is I dunno if I can marry him in Singapore, but nvm, I will pray to him and then he is so powerful he can change the future! And even though I'm a guy I don't care because I know god will NEVER DESPISE GAYS AND NOT SUPPORT THEM!
